There was longing in her eyes that she would never dare speak aloud, the quiet hope that someone might notice the years blooming inside her.
She walks more slowly through life, gathering every small kindness the day offers: a smile, a question, the warmth of sunlight on her shoulder. She receives each one as though it were a gentle reminder that she still belongs here.
I wanted to tell her:
I see the years blooming inside you.
Instead, I simply smiled.
As our paths quietly drifted apart, I carried one wish with me.
May the years blooming inside her be cherished.
sometimes
i write
the hard things
onto paper
so they
no longer have to live
only
inside me.
i wonder
how many people
have saved
something precious
without anyone
ever knowing
it almost
disappeared.
Good night
to the scattered leaves
of my mistakes,
to the shadows
of wrongs
I never meant to cast,
to the unfinished ladders
of my reaching,
to the sorrow
of not-enoughness
that echoed
in my chest.
Good night
to the quiet fear
wrapped around my ankles,
to the longing
to be more
for those
I hold in my heart.
And to the dreams,
folded like letters
beneath my pillow.
Good night,
even to the ember
of courage
glowing softly
within my spirit.
It will rise with me
in the quiet
before dawn,
to try again.
To live fully.
This beautiful,
tender life.